I was wondering....

Whoever is reading this...
Are you Jewish? Atheist? Muslim? Christian? What do you believe?

Does it matter?

Why is there all this fuss and animosity and hatred about what we believe in? Shouldn't it be good enough that I have my own religion and you're free to have your own? When did it become acceptable that everyone hates each other for their different ideas?

I'm Christian.
I'm unashamed.
And I feel like for some reason, it is becoming harder and harder to say this without receiving some kind of hateful feedback.

Why are people so set on hating each other over something like religion?

It's too much.

We need to rethink this whole "freedom of religion" thing....

College Failure

Yeah... so i have legitimately... two things and my essay left for my Rutgers app... and my body refuses to work....

Instead, at 11 pm last night, my brain goes,
"Ohhaithar.... WRITE A NEW STORY!"

So... I spent two hours... drawing... determining hair and eye colors and DRAWING CHARACTERS!!! Arggggh....
I mean, this story makes no sense!

Elise, college student and part-time masseuse, is asked by a random man on the street if she wants to make some money. No. Not prostitution. Even better. Babysitting his three troubled younger brothers while rejecting romantic advances from a spying neighbor. This should go well.

Also... I just slept for like two hours and I woke up more tired.... what is this madness?!

SENIOR YEAR, STOP THIS MADNESS NOW! ;A;

Story of my life

What is going on?

When did this turn into a music blog?

Oh well~

Listen to this song

It is awesome and uplifting and the perfect way to make a bad day good.

Oh speaking of bad and good days....

I am DONE WITH MY COLLEGE ESSAY!

...or so I thought.

My loving, slighty-neurotic mother insisted that I get it checked by 3x10^15 people~ ;A;

Argh I am so sick of doing this.

I'm not going to college. I will live in a yurt and have an alpaca farm in the mountains -m-;;;

This is completely random and unrelated, but I LOVE fall just because everything turns this really beautiful shade of golden-orange. I also happen to love my iPhone (Christened Gerard) that takes wonderful pictures.

Oh yeah, I haven't mentioned Gerard. My brother bought him for me for my birthday about two months ago and I LOVE IT! Yes, this is shameless advertising:
GET AN IPHONE! IT'S COOL AND HIP AND AWESOME :D

Anyway, voila, some pictures I took on the walk home from school:

Ah and the last epic piece of news:
I DROVE FOR THE FIRST TIME AT NIGHT!

Arggggh I was so nervous but my mom was tired from being at the hospital for a procedure today so my dad and I went to buy dinner at Panera Bread.

On the way home, a white cat jumped out of NOWHERE and nearly gave me a heart attack ;A;

Oh well, Mr. Kitty lived and we enjoyed dinner.

I should probably finish up my homework now~

Oooh cruel senioritis, why do you torment me?

Great News!

The Collegeboard can kiss my big toe!
I am done with SATs!!!! *throws confetti*

Unfortunately... I am stuck.... like really stuck... trying to write my college essay ;3;

Haha it seems like every time I'm freed from one burden, another one smacks me in the face.

But I have the today and tomorrow off from school so I've been attempting to be productive.... I said attempted, not succeeded OTL

In more cheerful news, I discovered this amazing album by this band called Oceanlane. They're Japanese but they sing in perfect English~ It's been raining all day so it's been the perfect album to listen too oAo

[edit]

I found their album online! Haha this is sooo illegal -_-;

Ooh ooh click me click me!

Ah I don't think I've mentioned this, but I've been writing fanfiction since middle school (yes, haha, what a loser)~

But I actually take a lot of pride in my fanfictions so keep yer dirty dirty trap SHUT! :C

Sooo if anyone's a loser like me~ feel free to check it out oUo

Click Me to Readddd!

In unrelated news:

(I was at the mall with my friends and I developed a crush on this mannequin. Find me a guy that dresses like this and I'll be in utter LOVE >U< )